Absolution

we've finally gotten our lives back after five long tedious months! right now, i'm just getting use to living a normal life again.
it's been roughly around 2 weeks since life at the hotel has ended and i'm still trying to figure out a way to channel all these time i have into doing something useful.

i need a holiday.
i need to shop.
i need to socialize.

the insecurities bug me.