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Sometimes, I really wonder how someone can say something that'd mean so much to someone else, say it like he/she really means it, like it came from the bottom of his/her heart, but like one day, you'll just come to realize that whatever that someone said, meant nothing else to that individual and that it was all just a gimmick or act to get what he/she wants/wanted.

okay, am I making sense? Guess not.

I can't help but feel mad at you for doing something like this to my friend. I know you don't even know who I am, but what you did was totally bastard-like (and i'm glad you know you're one)

this is why i think guys are insensitive brainless people (okay fine, not ALL guys.)

Oh well, sometimes I just wished you'd tell me what's going on, and I'm glad I told you how I felt about it. I guess we'll work things out slowly, take things as they come and hopefully it'll all turn out for the better. Honestly, there are just moments when I don't know if its real or if you feel the way i feel, I need inspiration not just another negotiation. I wished you'd reassure me sometimes, tell me that you love me (and mean it, not say it like it's some routine phrase or smth) You're the only person right now that could make me feel all happy and upset and the same time. What upsets me the most, is that you're not here with me now and you're probably not even reading this. shucks, i said i wouldn't miss you, but i alrdy do.