Like one last cigarette;

some things are just never meant to be, no matter how hard you wish, hope, pray for them to be. sometimes, you'll hope for something to work out the way you want it to, you'll even hope for the slighest chance of it being the way you think it to be, but in the end, it always doesn't turn out that way, or does it..

ooooooh, so much of negativity isn't good. oh well.