This sucks.
It just suddenly hit me that after about 2 and a half years more, I'd be required to make the choice of either entering into a university or into the working force. This sucks, I'm scared, I'm suddenly wishing that I don't ever have to stop doing what I'm doing and take on the responsibility of EVER being an adult, working to keep myself afloat in this world and worrying about things my parents worry about now, I don't want to grow up.
Childish as it may seem, it's kinda true.

Why am I even worrying?
Oh Lord, Help me.