So Fucking Crazy!

My cough is driving me nuts! NUTS you hear! NUTS!! Even after throwing up like tons of phlegm/spit/saliva, the bloody cough is still there!! and yesterday I kinda coughed up a little blood. My throat feels like 1000000000000000000000000000 needles poking it and I think sooner or later I'm gonna cough my lungs out!

I'm suppose to go to the doctor's today BUT I got mad at my mother in the morning and now it's gonna rain like super heavily, the sky's super dark and I keep hearing the thunder! Oh come on, if it's gonna pour why can't it like come NOW! Instead of letting the thunder rumble on and on and on?!?%^**! I hate the weather! So tomorrow I'll drag myself to the doctor's and get medication which would probably make me cough even more!

I can't wait for school to start, seriously.. I hate staying at home! I HATE IT!! It makes me go crazy! I can't stand listening to my mother 24/7. She just talks and talks and talks and doesn't get it when I tell her I don't wanna listen anymore........................ and just continues talking till I get mad and seek peace in my room. I can't even get out of the house now without hearing her nag. Fine, I'm sick, alright I'll stay home but PLEASE DON'T BUG ME!! It's driving me NUTS! Four whole months of that. When I tried looking for a job, she objects to almost everything I'm interested in taking up. " I don't want you working the whole week/weekends/holidays..." !#$**&%$!!

Ahh.. I'm feeling SO pissy and I want my Daddy! :(