PENDULOUS THREADS

2008-10-12T22:14:00.001+08:00

BOOMBANGBANG IS NOW NO MORE!

www.vivivvvvvvv.tumblr.com IS HERE TO STAY!
at least for now.

2008-10-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

The Six Things I Want Now.

the first: to be at peace with myself and with God

the second: jeremiahthongjiayuan

the third: to not let the insecurities get the better of me

the fourth: tim sum! siewmais, lots and lots of them because i am really hungry.

the fifth: the motivation to get my electric plugged in, instead of always playing it unplugged.

the sixth: the timsum to appear right now! YES I AM REALLY HUNGRY.

2008-10-04T23:28:00.001+08:00

wonderboy is baaaack!

2008-09-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

Humble returning
Back to You my Lord
You're calling me to Your truth
Here I am running to You

Under the shelter of Your wings
I will hide myself safe in Your arms
Your grace will be my covering
Under the shadow of Your wings
Lord I'll live my life
To Your will align
Your grace will be my covering.

I've lost focus of what's important for far too long.

2008-09-27T00:46:00.001+08:00

till you're safely back home

2008-09-24T23:46:00.004+08:00

spending a day with the ones you love and treasure can really make you feel like a million bucks.

i love you jere, you make my days so special.

2008-09-22T23:44:00.003+08:00

Get Those Feet Moooovin`

the weather in singapore fluctuates from being wet, cold and gloomy, to just being downright humid with heat radiating off just about everything. So, with this incredible warm sunny weather, you'd say staying indoors with cool air conditioning blasting is the only sensible thing to do, however, some might just choose to do the complete opposite, which is to sweat it out under the sun, outside!

today, an adventurous pair decided to tear up the grounds belonging to chinatown in search for the "last sausage kiosk before the equator" and boy were their efforts paid off, WUERSTELSTAND not only provided yummy food, but also a little drama that was going on between the different stall owners and a flag. after filing their stomachs and having the satisfaction of locating what they set out to, the pair continued on their exploration which eventually ended at a totally far off place, IKEA. from roman looking helmets to shelves of lingonberry jam, it's amazing what you'll experience when you decide to take a step out of your comfort zone.

THANK YOU MY SPECIAL FRIEND : )

2008-09-17T23:32:00.002+08:00

HITTING 101 !

the sun was blazing hot today, even a short 10 minute walk to central was enough to get my shirt sweat soaked. i know i really shouldn't be grumbling because it's been gloomy with all the rain.
anyhoo, training at the academy was nice, we had good fun practising our hits and dribbling.

i can't believe there's only one more month of bumming around before school.

2008-09-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

What You're Up Against.

it's funny how certain things creep up on you slowly,and before you know it, you're being engulfed by it's nature.

2008-09-02T00:45:00.001+08:00

SMOKEY IS NOW EIGHT YEARS OLD.

2008-08-28T00:47:00.003+08:00

CSI: Crime Scene Investigation Season 8 on DVD will ONLY hit store shelves on October 14

I HAVE TO WAIT THAT LONG?!

sheesh.

2008-08-26T20:38:00.001+08:00

BEHOLD, THE ONLY VENOMOUS PRIMATE IN THE WORLD

THE SLOW LORIS

2008-08-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

I AM TURNING INTO A MEATBALL.

2008-08-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

my 74 year old granny got up from her chair, walked hurriedly towards, threw her arms around me, embraced me tightly in a hug and whispered the words, " i'm so happy to see you".

i love family.

2008-08-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

Molting.

alrighty, as you can see, boredom has finally gotten through to me which led me into doing mindless html editing online and thus, the change in the layout.

thank you for always being so patient with me.
i love you.

2008-08-21T00:36:00.001+08:00

i'm about to decompose into my chair.
i'm so boredddddddddddddddd.

and kylie kwong should totally tie her hair up when she cooks, especially when she's on television.

2008-08-17T20:39:00.002+08:00

Absolution

we've finally gotten our lives back after five long tedious months! right now, i'm just getting use to living a normal life again.
it's been roughly around 2 weeks since life at the hotel has ended and i'm still trying to figure out a way to channel all these time i have into doing something useful.

i need a holiday.
i need to shop.
i need to socialize.

the insecurities bug me.

2008-08-10T00:40:00.004+08:00

what does beckham and jeremiah have in common?!

ANS: a Motorola (RED) handphone!

2008-07-27T23:06:00.002+08:00

GOLD CLASS BAAAAAAAABY !

alright, i know it's been a preeeeeeeettty long time since i last made an entry on cyberspace, but well, i'm back... only to say that

my baby and i had a very lovely sunday today and i looooooooove him so much.

FOUR DAYS LEFT AND TO HELL WITH INTERNSHIP !

2008-05-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

Another Day, Another Week

yes, another day has yet again, come to past and this time, it's a saturday, which signals the end of yet another week. this week's a little different though. the end of this week also marks the closure of the times i've spent unfolding napkins, filling water goblets with still or sparkling liquids, ferrying silver bread baskets to the various tables, reliving guests of their emptied plates and the horrendous hours spent just staring into blank space. yes, you'd pretty much guessed by now that the time for the inevitable SWITCHAROO ! : ) i'm rocketing with excitment and i guess i'm pretty optimistic about entering the kitchen. i'm sure hoping that the very much quickened pace in the kitchen wouldn't kill me.

jeremiah,
a guy like you, is impossible to find.

now i belong to You
all i need
Your spirit, Your word, Your truth
hear my cry
my deep desire
to know You more, Lord.

2008-05-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

LOVE SAVES THE DAY.
i love you jeremiahthongjiayuan.

time is passing, slowly but surely.
SEVENTY FIVE DAYS LEFT TO GO ! : )

Lord Jesus,
thank you for blessing me with such a wonderful life and everything it encompasses. You truly are magnificent.

2008-04-19T17:34:00.001+08:00

from the inside out
Lord my soul cries out.

EIGHTY SEVEN DAYS LEFT PEOPLE.

have fun in school jere : )

2008-04-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

busy bee.

zzzz.

2008-04-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

precious Lord, reveal Your heart to me

2008-03-30T11:12:00.000+08:00

2008-03-30T11:02:00.002+08:00

105105105105105105105105105105105105105105 !

i probably shouldn't be here whinning about internship, i should be making the most out of it since there's absolutely no way i'm gonna get out of this.

it's been only what? two weeks?
5 months feels like forever.

105 DAYS TO GO.

Lord help me.
I NEED YOU SO BAD.

2008-03-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

SPLIT SHIFT WONDERS.

okay well, me coming online at this hour on a weekday is going to be a rarity. my work is somewhat sucking the fun out of almost everything and spilt shift just sucks.

THINGS TO DO DURING SPILT SHIFT BREAKS.
1) MEET JEREBABY
2) THINK OF JEREBABY
( if no jerebaby then..)
3) spend long unnecessary amount of time in the toilet
4) walk around aimlessly
5) observe people
6) read a book
7) sleep anyway

okay, spilt shift is driving me nuts, I thank God for jeremiahthongjiayuan.

TO ALL SPILT SHIFT PEOPLE

106 DAYS MORE!
yes i am counting down

i am tired

jere, i love you.

2008-03-24T00:26:00.000+08:00

nothing i do will ever be enough.
i'm plauged by mistakes.

2008-03-24T00:06:00.001+08:00

Six Agonizing Hours, One Friday.

Good Friday's the day where we all remember how Jesus came down to earth and offered Himself as a sacrifice for our sins and now, we can all approach God's throne of grace with confidence to receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need (Hebrews 4:16)

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
Still You forgive
If only I ask
Everything I need is You.

My God is beautiful and I am truly being blessed by Him with a wonderful life.

2008-03-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

OH PLEASE LET CHELSEA WIN!
give me a reason to feel happy tomorrow.

oh the monday blues......

I MISS MY JEREBABY! : (

2008-03-23T12:36:00.001+08:00

show me what you mean when you say i'm special.

111 DAYS MORE TO GO PEOPLE!

2008-03-16T21:45:00.004+08:00

Dear Jesus,

please help me get through this period of five months where i'd be working as an intern.
Lord please give me the strength and wisdom to always do what's right and pleasing to you and to always glorify your name in everything i do.
Lord i pray that i will always be reminded of the joy i have in you and your inexplainable love for me and let nothing rob me of that, for you Lord are my ever present help in times of need.
Lord grant me your peace and help me to find joy in the area of my work.
i really need you right now, i miss you so much, Jesus, draw me deeper once more.
I run to you and I will find peace.

Love,
Vivien.

2008-03-16T20:02:00.001+08:00

vivien wants her baby back now.

it's getting insane.

: ( ! X 132094580349328948230948908

2008-03-14T00:06:00.001+08:00

IT ALL BEGINS TOMORROW.

it's bitter sweet.

2008-03-12T00:23:00.002+08:00

INTO THE JUNGLE.

today was a day that vivien got sent into the company of leaves and twigs and branches and got fished out of the green adventure by her jerebaby.

: )

2008-03-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

Not Satisfactory

well, i haven't exactly been feeling too good, been feeling rather under the weather lately. it's just one of those days where things just don't go your way and you feel like you're invisible. yeah, take that multiplied by a couple hundred days and you'd get how i've been mopping about.

yes, that's just the word.

INVISIBLE.

it didn't matter
it doesn't matter
it won't ever matter.

2008-03-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

Today marks the deaths of, twenty five, very unfortunate ants.

2008-03-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

Down down down in the dumps.

vivien feels lousy.

2008-03-04T00:59:00.002+08:00

A Million Ways to be Cruel

break my heart for what breaks yours

2008-03-01T23:52:00.003+08:00

Something's B-B-Baaaaking.

There are so many ways to spend a friday and i spent mine with my beloved jerebaby in the kitchen, baking.

Pounding oreo cookies and bashing up potatoes have never been more fun. We baked ourselves lunch, which pretty much became our dinner as well. not forgetting our ''damn pooooooower'' cheesecake. haha : )

I'd say jerebaby's a secret cook! He's a closet chef i tell you and he has one helluva brilliant mind : ) He handles the knife like he has done it before and feels like IRON CHEF when he puts on the oven mittens. haha, the look on his face says it all, he's so cute.

The key to leading a healthy lifestyle, is to output whatever you input and we did so by going for a jog. I've a feeling if we keep this up, my stamina's definitely gonna improve with the speedmaster around.

Anyhoo, i love my boyfriend.

and i'm so glad the holidays are here.
keep safe my friends.

2008-02-23T11:47:00.003+08:00

I AM STRESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I NEED A WINDOW TO DESTRESS
THIS SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY WAY

OH LORD HELP ME.

2008-02-23T11:34:00.001+08:00

YAAAAAAAAAARGH

YAAAAAAAAAARGH
YAAAAAAAAAARGH
YAAAAAAAAAARGH
YAAAAAAAAAARGH
YAAAAAAAAAARGH

okay vivien is officially stressed out.

where are you baby.

2008-02-21T12:33:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU JEREMIAH THONG

studying the whole week makes your brain feel like mush, i think mine's been reduced to shreds. food operations is "damn bloody" boring and dry and almost impossible to study and do well for. pleaaaaaaaaaaaaase let me brain absorb everything i scribble into my notebook.

the only upside about studying is i get to do it with my jerebaby : )

oh yes, one thing to note, when stress, we eat alot.

2008-02-11T02:10:00.000+08:00

Scorelines

A weekend filled with various visitation of different homes, catching up with loved ones and relatives you seen once a year, non-stop consumption of foooood and receiving red packets filled with cash, pretty much sums up my lunar new year.

The week's gonna be spent sitting in for revision lectures, trying to make sense of all the lectures i've missed in preperation for the end semester examinations, which would realize before the term break! TERM BREAK, i can't wait. break just screams freedom.

cookie's a real mess right now, i just hope that somehow she'll just feel all better, and so will my sister. but i guess ultimately we just have to learn that saying goodbye is all part and parcel of life.

Anyhoo, my chelsea didn't conceed to the liver people neither were they triumphant. On the up side, my boy's team won today and yes, hes scored yet again! : ) I'M SO PROUD OF YOU.

Jeremiah Thong has been and always will be one of my greatest joys and he is so much more than just a boyfriend to me. He cares for me like no other and is the only one whom my heart races for. I absolutely love the way he looks into my eyes and the way his smile lights up his face. There's so much I'd say about this wonderful being, but right now I just would really like to thank God for placing someone like him in my life.

I LOVE YOU, MY SEXY SHAVEN BOY.

that's spidyjere for you.

2008-02-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year's the best, simply because i get to chill with my sister.

oh yes,
no matter how important something may seem,
people forget.

2008-02-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is only barely one day away!
imagine all the fooooooooooooooooooooood.

MAN !

baby, get well soon.

2008-02-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

ALMIGHTY GOD,
teach me to enjoy studying although i hate it so much.

jeremiah.

2008-01-31T18:04:00.000+08:00

Lord please help me to rid myself of feelings of insecurity and jealousy and help me not to be threatened by things i should never be of.

2008-01-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

You're my ever present help in times of need.

2008-01-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

Wholeheartedly.

The week's been pretty busy, with one project submission and presentation cleared, i can say that my road to total liberation from projects this semester is about 1/3 completed, i thank God for excellent groupmates. Over the weekend, my boy helped contirbute to scc's scoreline of 21-0, by smacking in a goal, i think he really looks so damn good on the pitch ( even though i didn't get to watch him) but;
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU JEREMIAH THONG : )

Well, apart from all the stress and business, i guess we should really always take time, slow down and thank God for all that He has so richly blessed us with.

It's sad how sometimes we'd forget how fortunate we all really are when we're so overwhlemed by the stress in meeting deadlines and completing tasks. Service yesterday was helpful in helping me understand this area. When we take time to just shut ourselves in with God, we'll come to realize how much better we are able to perform; and when we begin to surrender everything to God and worship Him with all our hearts, we will be so abundantly blessed.

Lord help me to keep You as my center focus of everything.

2008-01-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

SO TYPICAL.

2008-01-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

dear heavenly Father,
stir up in my heart a passion for your name, oh Lord.
a passion no one can comprehend; a passion so great it would change my life.
Your glory goes beyond all fame.
bless me oh Lord.

jeremiah.

2008-01-22T00:33:00.000+08:00

I HAVE A BIG HUGE DISGUSTING ULCER ON MY LOWER LIP.

AND IT HURTS : ( !

applying bonjelo on it helped in a way but it stingsssssssssssss!

which is making it hurt somemore.

I HATE ULCERS.

then again who likes them.

2008-01-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

Cheeky Monkey.

Sunday's over and monday's coming head on with project deadlines and more sleepless nights. Well, at least the past week's been rather well spent and I'm really glad the interview went somewhat fine today.

God's been so good, really.

i wanna be consumed by your fire, oh Lord;
burn in me.

2008-01-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS BOY.

[and he's probably gonna kill me for this, then again maybe not : ) ]

2008-01-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

i love vivien sim li jun.

jeremiah.

2008-01-16T00:03:00.000+08:00

okay, THIS BLOG IS OURS.

2008-01-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

vivien thinks koalas are pretty cool creatures.

they spend 75% of their time snoozing their butts off in trees and the remaining 15% munching on eucalyptus leaves.

i so totally wouldn't mind being one.

2008-01-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

God is good, all the time.
Indeed He has been so faithful and today, My God blessed me with my driver's license !

YES,
VIVIEN PAAAAAAAAAASSED ! : )
goodbye long waiting periods for the cursed bus, 45. goodbye taking long tired trips to ubi driving centre. goodbye driving in circles in the circuit, HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREEDOM ON THE ROADS.

i love my boyfriend,
and i think he's so cute : )

2008-01-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG IS MINE.

2008-01-09T00:37:00.000+08:00

the splendor of the King, clothed in majesty.

Let all the earth rejoice, all the earth rejoice.

He's the name above all names.
He's worthy of all praise.

our God reigns, above all.

2008-01-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

JEREMIAH THONG PLAYS NEOPETS.

he loves his jubjub (or whatever that neopets thing is called) very much and he wishes that there was a movie about neopets, probably starring his jubjub.

man, my boyfriend's obsessed(well, kinda). but i still love him.

2008-01-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

For All It Beholds.

With the year two thousand and seven being drawn to a close, begins the year two thousand and eight. i'm pretty sure the beginning of a entirely new year would bring about many new experiences and lessons to be learnt. well, for all it beholds, i'm gonna leave everything to Jesus ! : )

my year's gonna be starting with my continual quest in obtaining my driving license and securing my internship slot.
I'M GONNA BE DRIVINGGGGGGGGGG like real soon !
(jialoon and vinnxi please keep your comments on the above statement to yourself thank you)

the pressure of completing projects and meeting deadlines are definately mounting and the intensity of it all's getting to me in a weird sorta quirky way.

i'm gonna buy myself sunflowers because they're such happy looking things.
i should like grow a sunflower patch outside the house instead of like all the horrible looking green money plants.

( i can't believe i blogged)

2007-12-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

i think i've lost my blogging mojo.

2007-12-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Blessed Eighteenth, my dearest birthday boy : )

you are and always will be one of the bestest things that happened to me.

I LOOOOOOOOVE YOU !

2007-12-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

disappointments come in many various forms, but mine came in the simplest.

2007-12-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

Responsibilities;

I'm not the type of person who'd shun my responsibilities or shrug them off to someone else, but there's just one that I've been constantly struggling with. I've told myself repeatedly I had enough, but due to some unspoken circumstances, this horrid cycle continues on. I hate it.

School's finally over, well somewhat. We're actually on our mid semester break and I'm gonna be flying off to Perth once the papers are over, I can hardly wait.

Jesus, you're my ever present help in times of need.

2007-12-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Everything to Me;

The past few weeks have been rather eventful I must say. From tests to projects, from resuming hockey to running 10km. I guess I've been pretty much able to take everything that's being thrown at me. School's been kind and things are mighty swell.

One thing I must say, even when the world seem like it's gonna get you good, everything just feels so much better when you've got the bestest friends around you.

My friends are a very special group of people, a group of people whom I hold so dearly to my heart. You guys mean the world to me and I could never imagine life without you guys. Not only did y'all make my days in poly seem so much brighter but you guys have grown so precious to me.

I thank God for giving me the most awesomest friends in the world everyday : )

2007-11-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

" You, O Lord, keep my lamp burning;

my God turns my darkness into light.

With your help I can advance against a troop;

with my God I can scale a wall. "

Pslam 18 : 28-29

2007-11-19T00:12:00.003+08:00

JEREMIAH THONG JIA YUAN,

IS MY MOST FAVOURITEST BOY IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE SPAN OF THIS UNIVERSE

and i love him so much.

2007-11-16T11:17:00.000+08:00

The Beauty of It All.

With the end of polite season finally being here, what comes along with this closure would be the lessons we've learnt and the many pains and joys that the game of hockey brings. Well, all I can really say is that, we've come such a long way together and I would give anything to be part of our team. Winning isn't everything, even though that's what we all strive for and I guess at the end of the day, the friendships that we've established and the experiences and lessons we've gained, are all that really matter. Personally for me, I've learnt so much during the midst of all these. I've learnt to, once again, to humble myself before the Lord and to praise Him whatever the circumstances are. I'm just really glad that our team stayed together and I know we're gonna have so much more fun in the days to come.

I have so much to thank God for, really. He has been so wonderful and faithful. He's given me so much and I would like to thank God for placing me in the situations He has placed me in. They've led to me becoming a better person and learning so much more. I am fuelled by Jesus! and I'm proud of it.

and I have one random shoutout to, my most favouritest boy in the whole entire span of this universe;

I'M SO INSANELY IN LOVE WITH YOU AND THERE'S NO ONE ELSE I RATHER BE WITH.

hahaha, okay, I feel mad.
have an awesome weekend y'all !

2007-11-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Blessed Sixteenth, my dearest little sister : )

I truly thank God for giving me such a wonderful sister and for the past 16 years of your life, you've been such a blessing and joy to the family and you'll always be.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH VALERIE.

2007-11-10T10:12:00.000+08:00

Sweet Emotion.

The week's been pretty good, really. God showed me that no matter what hurdles or fears come my way, He'll always be there with me all the way, comforting me and giving me the strength to overcome them all.

The proficiency test which we'd be dreading all week was finally over. It's a test on stuff we have been all taught over the past couple of weeks or so, stuff which we have all practiced countless times and yet, the mere mention of the words, proficiency test, was enough to send the bunch of us into a panic frenzy. Our nerves were probably getting the best of us and it was during this time that I realized we shouldn't be in the rattled state we were all in. I'd forgotten about God's peace which I should have had in me and my fears of failure sorta led me to praying.

It's amazing how God's able to work in such small ways in such unprecedented areas of my life. Nothings ever too small or too big for My God, even something which is deemed so small and elusive, like my test wasn't overlooked by Him. He heard my cries and somehow, I was able to make it through the test without much of a trouble and I think our class did pretty good.

Now give me reasons why I shouldn't be all fired up about Jesus.
there will NEVER be any.

2007-11-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

chelseafc.com

2007-11-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

IT IS IMPERATIVE THAT YOU LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES.
so go on and knock yourself dead.

2007-10-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

spews ink all over the place, eats up the paper you feed it and totally trashes your notes is what my horrible printer does when you're in urgent need of churning out lecture notes.

DAMN YOU HP DESKJET F370 !

2007-10-29T19:36:00.000+08:00

best thing in town.

2007-10-28T11:43:00.000+08:00

SO WON-DER-FUL !

The new school term's lookin' to have a reaaaaalllly awesome start. With a 3-0 win in our opening match for the polite tournament against sp and a whoopin' 6-0 scoreline following chelsea's quest for the title, things just keep getting better.

My God's so wonderful and He has and always will be faithful to those who trust and hope in Him.

" You, O Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light.
With your help I can advance against a troop; with my God I can scale a wall. "
Pslam 18 : 28-29

2007-10-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

Surrender.

And so today marks the beginning of a brand new term at school, one which is strongly followed after by a dull, mundane life filled with nothing but routines. I guess you can all tell by now that I'm not one that's feeling too excited about having to take daily bus rides to the institution where the rest of my academic progress is unfolding. But well, I am thankful for a timetable which isn't too depressing, as compared to the one which I was compelled to follow last term, this one's really a consolation.

A new term filled with new faces, new modules, new decisions, new obstacles and plenty of new lessons for us to learn along the way, is what lies ahead. I guess it is ultimately about knowing your priorities and what's truly important to you that propels the way you lead your life.

Having chosen to make my faith, my utmost priority, I choose to surrender my life, everything that it holds, to Jesus Christ, my best friend, my perfect king, for He is faithful, just and I trust Him always. No matter what hurdles may come my way, I know He will see me through it all and I have nothing to fear.

My dearest sister, I pray today that you'll surrender all your worries and concerns to our wonderful Lord, Jesus Christ, for He loves you dearly and will see you through this period. Have faith and you'll be mighty good. I love you always : )

Enjoy the new term people,
no matter how hard or easy it's gonna be.

2007-10-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU, JESUS.

2007-10-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

The Daily Run-Down.

My friday's lookin' to be a really good one. The morning was well spent manoeuvring the corners and bends of the s and crank courses as well as conquering the slope. I absolutely love getting behind the wheel.

Having lunch, picking up the dry cleaning and holding light hearted conversations with my parents is definately one of the best ways a afternoon could go before you escape into the world of forensic investigation and crime solving.

Dinner with the family's gonna be so fantastically awesome. It's been quite a while since we all had dinner together, especially with my dad : )

i think it'd be pretty nice to find some place cool, sit down with a cup of coffee coupled with a good book and just spend the day reading. yes, i think i'm gonna go do that sometime soon, i just need a good book, recommendations anyone?

2007-10-11T01:04:00.000+08:00

Felony!

It's always good to celebrate someone's birthday and spending time just catching up with your bestest friends in the world. Today it was Yixin's nineteenth and I'm pretty sure she's had a good one :) loveyoubabe! you have no idea how much easier you've made my life in poly, along with the others and I thank God everyday for y'all.

sometimes a thought just gets me thinking, and right now, i'm just feeling so irked. watching all the csi episodes in the world wouldn't help make it go away and neither will sleeping on it help. it's just one of those moments where you'll just want to escape from it all and cry till you can't no more.

a pessimist i am not,
but sometimes, i just can't help it. i need to shake this off.

2007-10-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

Blinded By Nostalgia;

The rain's refreshing, much as I hate it. I think experiencing the extremities in the temperatures is getting the better of me, it certainly feels like thumper the bunny's living in my head.

Finally! After all the tension of not scoring, all the near heartattacks, the aw- mans!, the i'm-gonna-peepee-in-my-pants, my two favourite teams in the sporting world made it! Grant wore a suit last night, me thinks he should do it more often and the springboks were just nerve wrecking, but they didn't disappoint.

With the double win last night, me conquering the U turns and finally mastering the left turns on the roads, I'd say it's the best way to start the week!

valerie sim li mei !
please study hard for your o levels, be good and attend all your night study sessions and not get hooked onto chingchongchinese dramas (chinese o's over alrdy man!). it'll only be another sixteen days or so, (HAHA yes, i am counting down for you) of like intense studying and when it's all over, I'll let you download all the songs you want from my account, watch all the tv has to offer, make all the mess you possibly can out of my room and going out to stuff ourselves. i know you can do it yea? i love you my dear sister :)

2007-10-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

The Treasure of Jesus;

My sunday's been a good one. Pastor Darick spoke about going Beyond The Submit, it is a place of providence, God's promises, a place where our needs will be met. Our God never forsakes us and sometimes, He gives us mountains to climb because He wants to use the lessons we're able to learn from the climb to mould us and strengten us, what's important is to always seek and pursue His presence no matter what happens and it is then where not only will we, ourselves be blessed, but those around us will too be blessed.

It's amazing how much I've learnt from today's service, my God's truly an awesome God and He has always been there with me, every single step of the way.

a thousand times i've failed, still Your mercy remains;
should i stumble again, i'm caught in Your grace.

"But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us" 2 Corinthians 4:7

2007-10-04T12:53:00.000+08:00

SO WARPED !

2007-10-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

Redemption;

The week's been well spent considering the hours the hockey team sat baking in the sun. The 6s was a good experience for all I would say. We got the chance to play on grass and pit ourselves against teams of much greater skill as well as a good two days of having fun!

My nose is picking up a lemongrass scent and I can bet a million bucks that my mom's been applying that balm again. The scent's just vile!

it's during times like these which makes me realise how much I need Jesus in my life.

2007-09-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

Oh, Lahm!

2007-09-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

Wicked Wednesday;

I finally saw my dad again after quite a while, he's gonna start travelling for work again. Sometimes, I just miss him.

Oh yes, to everyone out there reading this, please do not attempt to use the tiger balm neck and shoulders rub, not unless you want your neck to feel like it's on fire. Mine felt like the skin was about to sizzle and burst into flames, it really felt like it was gonna burn! mannn. i stood by the freezer for a good 15 minutes.

There's "Best of CSI" tonight on AXN! :D :D :D :D

2007-09-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

heal my heart and make it clean,

open up my eyes to the things unseen

show me how to love like You have loved me

break my heart for what breaks Yours

everything i have for Your kingdom's cause

as i walk from earth into eternity

2007-09-24T15:34:00.000+08:00

" MUTINY "

Yesterday's was pretty much, a messed up day. First, it was the darn weather, one moment you'd get huge raindrops pelting down on your skin, the next, you'd get the sun blazing down on your back. I do not appreciate such drastic changes in the weather.

Secondly, the below was really uncalled for. Mike Dean should really have thought more about the card, I'm just really hoping that things do pick up. It's getting depressing and not to mention, disappointing.

On the up side, service was good and it was nice spending the evening at grand's with the family : )

"He has made everything beautiful, in it's time" Ecclesiates 3: 11

2007-09-22T01:07:00.000+08:00

Nic! You don't know how much I miss you girl.

It's been so long, I'm still waiting for you to kidnap me and go oggle at your cute bassist : )

I'll always be here for you,

even if it means not supporting chelsea.

2007-09-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

Brownies and Volcanoes;

Samantha Chin Xiu Wen is the best baking partner ever! She came over to my place and we baked the sweetest batch of frosted brownies which kinda landed the kitchen in a semi messed up state. Baking's pretty boring I'd say.. you'd have to wait for pretty long intervals before proceeding to the next stage, but upon completion of the product, you'd get a huge sense of satisfaction : )

Oh yes! we, or rather, I, made brownie labels! ahahaha, see below. I think they're so cute! don't you think so too sam? I know you kept a copy in your file ;)

It was so much fun surfing the net together and then, in the midst of our brownie baking wait, we chanced upon this game.. Chaos faction or something along that line. It's pretty fun, but it ain't nice when you've been shown this page for more than 10 times! Let's just say it's getting a little nasty.

Tomorrow's saturday and I can hardly wait for it to start. I miss my babes!

2007-09-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO BE A CSI!

spending the entire morning whining about mourinho's departure didn't do me any good, so I decided to spend the rest of the day watching the best thing that ever happened to modern day television, CSI ! ahaha.

NICK STOKES IS LEFTHANDED!

my hair's a total disaster now, it's almost horrifying, it's jet black.

2007-09-20T12:08:00.000+08:00

some things just don't work out do they?

it's so sad, i almost feel depressed, no wait, i think i am,

zzzzzzzzz.

CHELSEA LIVES FOREVER!

with, or without mourinho!

2007-09-18T13:52:00.000+08:00

Sick Sad Little World.

It's sad isn't it, how our world's been changed so greatly, by manly destruction and exploits. Man's greed which lead to their worldly exploitations of earth's resources for their own selfish gains. One day, we'll all suffer the consequences of our actions, global warming, the depletion of natural resources are only the beginning of what would be, global devastation.

the above was just a thought that came to mind, random, I know.

Anyway, my conversation with jeremiah last night has lead me to running a search on collective nouns on google and they're pretty interesting stuff! like like,

-A tough of lesbians
-A superfluity of similes
-A smuth of jellyfish
-A guilt of pleasures
-A buffoonery of orangutans

http://www.ojohaven.com/collectives/
go check them out! ahahahah.

2007-09-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

Oh Mondays!

The day went down pretty alright I guess. After my semester long absence from lectures, I finally attended one, which only lasted for 15 miserable minutes, today. Brainstorming BOE ideas with sam is just simply hilarious, she thinks as long as you have the cash, you need not worry about the outcome of the business. ahahah, oh samantha : )

don't be surprised if you find my decomposed corspe lying in my room by the end of this week.

2007-09-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY AND DADDY!

I love you both very much! and I know y'all loved the dinner.

ahahahaha.

2007-09-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

My dear poopoo : )

It's your prelims right now so please (despite all the times I've said " aiya prelims only, just whack ") study hard alright? I know you know of the existence of the boombangbang, so you'll definately be seeing this. We've both been pretty busy with our own activities recently and everytime I'm back home, you're all tucked up, snoring your butt away, so I'm just putting everything I want to say to you right here. It's not going to be easy but I know you'll make it! : ) Just do your part and leave the rest to God and always know that I'll be here for you.

Love,
your sister.

2007-09-12T00:58:00.000+08:00

THE MONGONGO NUT!

Training was pretty good today! : ) Elsie, I'm gonna miss you like maaaaaaaaaad! : ( Everyone did well and we all had fun! which is good.

Anyhoo, let me tell y'all about THE MONGONGO NUT!
It's egg-ed shaped and has a velvety texture! It usually ripens during fall which is between march and may and when you crack open the hard pitted shell, inside you'll find THE MONGONGO NUT! which is suppose to be high in nutrition and super tasty.

2007-09-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

GO SPRINGBOKS!

One night with my cousin is all the reason I need to become a full fledged springbok fan, last night was just a warm up. Y'all should really see my cousin when he's in a semi-sane state, it's hilarious and he just loves mocking chelsea.

Pimp night went pretty smoothly I'd say. Music came out not too bad afterall and it was all good while it lasted : )

Right now, I'm just waiting for a certain samantha chin xiu wen to pick up her cell so we can go jet off to meet people.

ANSWER YOUR PHONE SAAAAAAAAAAM!